never thought i'll lose you

Dear yan min,

The unthinkable has finally happened. don't know about you but the past 2 years and 4 months have been one of the best periods of my life.

learnt a lot of valuable lessons throughout my time with you. from how to take care a girl, be mature( though still lots to learn), and never take things for granted.

me so sad that we not together anymore, no one to complain to, no one to grumble to, no one to shower my love on. not typically my style to publish my feelings like that on the internet. but i just want this to be part of the happy memories that we have laid down together.

sorry if i have been a MCP during our time together; not spend enough time with you; neglect your feelings.

hai, i have really committed the biggest crime in a relationship, and that is not treasuring you. actually feel that writing here, rather meaningless. but, who cares!! if i don blog, my heart will start to hurt. hope someone can take it away right now.

Created this blog when i was madly in love with you. Nothing has changed ever since then.

still remember the first time i dated you. your hands cold? rmb.. and the froggy that you thought was real.

love letters, hamy. ntu chinese garden. ichiban. tang yuan. puzzle i gave you when i went to hk. calls from beijing. dig dig ear- something i enjoyed lots, although really very painful. eeeee..

sending you home was always tiring, but i knew it was all worth it. can't really make sense of what i'm saying now. in that half - dead rhythm now. was so happy when i accompanied you while you were doing your nails yesterday. looked at the mirror, and really saw that 'fu qi' look. Then that selina said '' he so good, wait for you'. keke. so happy. but .......your french nails looked great on that smooth hands of yours... something i will no longer get to indulge in. take care minmin. anyway, this happens to be the first time in 2 years that we are not contacting each other via phone or message.

Feel so uncomfortable, really got that 'bu zi shou chou' feeling now. everything is too sudden. kekeke. take care. So glad i met you, dated you, and got to be your boyfriend.

xie xie ni

loves, joey.